I wanted to retire to travel with her, but now I have nothing but work to keep me going. You may wish for this uncomfortable feeling to leave you so that you can function properly. I miss him so bad. My heart is broken into a million tiny pieces. But I do try to keep my head to God and have faith that he will see us through!!! He passed away July 1, 2006. Until then Ill love him every day and remember the moments we shared. I still feel so empty and hope that I will eventually feel like a normal human being again. I've never gotten over her. I'm so sorry for your loss. She was 84, passing away just before Christmas 2014. I cry for him every day and night. I have so much guilt because I didn't see how ill he was and he wasn't telling me because he didn't want to upset me. I still don't feel single, and I feel like he is at my side. Best Wishes to all and peace to all. I lost my husband of 33 1/2 years of marriage. Forever together heart and soul. The pain I still feel everyday. You are now in a better place. Its been 27 days and feels like yesterday. We were happy, we were a complete family who overcame struggles from our pasts, cancer scares, alcohol and more, yet this happens. He died 48 hours later from a PE. My husband too was hit by a driver under the influence on April 9, 2022 and was killed. On Christmas this year, he will be gone eight months. I will be yours infinity times infinity just as we always saiduntil my ashes mix with yours and we are joined again! He left me with a daughter who is 24 years old now. Our families rock. He drovealways looking after me. We had lost our first son 49 years before. We have 1 daughter, 29; we have 2 sons, 25 and 30, and a grandbaby born on12/18/2016. It just seems like it is not real. He was the absolute love of my life, my best friend - my life. My husband passed away three months ago very unexpectedly. I think of her every day. I hear the Lord whisper, "I have a purpose for you My child." I write a letter to him most evenings, and it's as though he is still with me, as he will always be. He didn't make it a year. There are no words to describe this pain. xo Missy. Still I grope in the dark hoping I'll touch him, still I listen to silence hoping he'll say something. I lost my wife 22 years ago. We were together for 41 years. We laid down to take a nap, and when I woke he had passed. That will never happen, I am so in love with my husband and don't ever want that to change. He was my son's best friend who was diagnosed with autism at the age of 5, and my daughters hero!!!! I found him 30 minutes later. It hurts. We were married 15 years, and he was 38 years old. He never pulled through. I look at my 3 girls and see how brave and strong they are but are still in so much pain like myself. I pray every day I will get through this. It takes my breath away. He caught e-coli and died in my arms. I am not interested in playing "the game again" and was always a one and only. He was 62 and I am about to be 50 in 3 weeks. He was a very good father and loving Husband. Life will never be the same. We were over the moon happy to get to find love again. He was a great, honest man who I was blessed to have in my life. My poor soul wife got 2 months of it. She passed just 12 days before she was to meet our great grandson for the first time. Our youngest a girl turned 2, eight days after he was killed. Life moves on and basically drags you with it leaving you still trying to compute the harsh reality. When I miss you too much. My husband passed on November 12, 2017, and your words are my life right now. Yes the nights are hardest, sometimes you cannot sleep without some kind of help. He told me he was ready and he knew the way, that's when I told him it's ok now you can go. It came back normal, but he had chest pains and then they decided to send him to ER. He was hit by a drunken driver while cycling. He took care of me when I needed things, he took care of me when I was ill, then it was my turn to do in return for him. He loved her. It was 48 days from the day he was diagnosed until his death. I do still feel truly empty, lost, and I can't stop my tears in the public or with my friends. He is such a lovely, caring, patient, giving and tender person. He had been told in May he was cancer free, but the CAT scan that day told us it had returned. Know why you miss your husband It may sound silly at first glance, but there are many different reasons you may be missing your husband! We miss you every second of every day. I've seen my husband suffer the worst. All I know is one day we will reunite in Heaven. I decided to try writing something out, and I would love to know what you think. The loneliness and emptiness are just overwhelming. I don't think you ever stop missing a loved one. These messages of love are making me appreciate my loving husband more, and for that I thank ALL of you! My husband would have been turning 50 in September. After 32 years, I cant seem to remember the good times, but only portions of the suffering he endured at the end. He would not have done as well if I had died. I have three and they are so young. Suicidal thoughts come and go, but my religion tells me that it's not right, that I won't meet up with him should I die this way. Poem About Being Lost Without Wife I was down tonight thinking of my wife who passed away in April 2011. I said in all the major hospitals he has been in he had rails! Cherish all the memories you had together. They did wear any masks. My dear husband worked as an engineer for 52 years until he turned 70. l told him when he was 64 to stop working. Happy wedding anniversary to you. The hardest thing I had to do was come home and tell our children, 16 &18, that their dad is never coming home. Terrie, I know how you feel when you want to be left alone so you can cry all you want. I am so alone. I function and get through the day, but I am sad to the bones. He is still with me. Now what do I do? I'm also afraidvery, very scaredfinancially and emotionallyI keep seeing rainbows and heartsnot sure why, but I love him and miss him so much it hurts. I can honestly say that things do get better. Life was perfect. That's when I found out. I'm a 40 year old mother of three kids, ages 21, 17, and 10. The date of their death is bittersweet as it was the anniversary of our first date. After the loss of your mother, Mother's Day can be full of heartache. Never once did he complain about pain. Yes, I have 4 older grown up children and grandchildren, but still I am alone. I wish I was with him. It's so hard. I expect much the same from my situation, and I have only lost my wife for 3 months! And I'm always thinking I didn't do my best. He fought hard to stay with us. My husband of 43 years died in April 2018. What has helped me has been faith and prayer. I lost my boyfriend when I was 13. He battled for 3 years. D ko alam kailan ako mkaka move on. I feel so lost and alone. This Enormous emptiness engulfs what is my new normal life. Mostly for my four children. Each day is a struggle. I even doubt if I was a good enough wife hadn't I taken good enough care. My husband passed away 4 months ago on his way back from business trip. We knew it was going to happen. And even if at times, I didn't get it, he spent the last seven years where he wanted. I am left with 2 kids, 15 and 9. Our children miss her so much. The anniversary of my husbands death will be 10 years June 23rd and it still feels the same. I miss them so much. God bless you and your son. Nowadays l put on a happy front because l can't show how l really feel. He took 1 good breath and another then one tear, another breath and he was gone. These feelings can take over you, so it's best to let them out. My smile is masked and the days are long and dreary. I went from planner of life to waiting for my own death. Without a clue, 5. Our two kids, ages four and six, and I are in need of prayer, peace, and understanding. In March 2021 we had been told he has secondary stage 4 bone cancer which we were not told about the primary cancer. I can't stay in my house because it is so empty without him. Why have babies in cribs then?? I feel guilty even thinking about a sexual relationship with anyone else. Even that doesn't sound strong or terrible enough to describe how I feel. Everyone thinks I am doing great as I have friends, involved in church and activities, and helping others, but in actuality, I am doing worse than I was a year ago. I am always thinking about you. I lost my husband of 43 years to aortic stenosis. I am so lost without him. Life became too much for him and he couldn't cope. Thanks everyone for listening. Passing through the hall. Some days I don't want to leave the house because I'll miss him if he come home. I lost the one person who truly cared about me and our children. It could have been simply a hand on the knee in the car, holding hands in a movie, or holding each other in bed at night. If we weren't on our bikes we would ride the bus or light rail. A man can no longer expect to be the breadwinner, and come home to a set table with a five course dinner and his pipe prepared next to his easy chair. I miss you so much! He had a stroke in the night. But it's a different kind of sad now. Blessed be the Lord. He stayed in his wheelchair a hour or less then wanted to go to bed. For it desperately seeks. And was loved in return. How painful it was to slowly lose him day by day for years. November of 2017 we traveled the 73 miles to see the doctor. My heart is shattered. But I think no matter whether you have a large circle of friends or not, no one can understand the loss unless they have experienced it. I lost my husband of 19 years on 10/15/16 at 9:27 AM. They say she is in a better place. He is with me always as he'd promised me faithfully he would be. Hi, l lost my husband in 2013, and we had been married 32 years. Charlene Valladares, Where Are You? Even now after over 3 years, I still suffer from losing her. We were told on Thursday that it was incurable. About 7 months later I met Barry. I don't know what else to say.I just want him back so much! Exactly how so many feel! Since that awful, dreadful day. Doesnt really leave open a lot of time for "good times" and I am ok with that and just do and be what I can. The person we made all of our decisions with and the person who shared in the outcome of our days and our lives. I do not have to pretend that I am fine, that I am strong. Missing You Kathy Murphy more by Kathy Murphy Published by Family Friend Poems May 2011 with permission of the author. He passed away at 22 years old on November 07, 2016. October 23rd, 2016 at 3:04 PM. I am devastated. We were so synchronously in tune for 46 years, I have felt at times as though my balance is thrown away. 16 days later my love was gone. Our daughter was pregnant with our first grandchild and my husband died 2 1/2 months before he was born. People keep on telling me to move on and yes honestly slowly I'm trying to move on but I can feel the emptiness within myself now, living a life without him. His absence will never be quenched. Life was good. I felt physical pain all over my body the first two weeks after his death. No!! We have three grown children, and a 17 year old who will soon graduate high school. His eyes, oh his eyes, I don't know how to do this without him. I can't describe in a short space, if ever, all that he bravely endured and what we all endured with him, for him. I left my whole family to be with him. My love and prayers to you. 12 yearsI can only imagine the pain and hurt. My wife died 12 years ago. I never had a support group to speak to anyone about losing my husband and what I've been through, but I feel like this helps. When does this pain go away? for I no longer exist there. I'm so angry, so alone and will never forget seeing my Ken, laying there and not able to save him. Widow is a lonely harsh title that I never wanted. I tried to save him to no avail, An aortic aneurysm took his life within minutes. Thank you for this wonderful poem. He began asking me who I am. My remaining son and I just stood there and cried. I have given you my love, share it." I'm so heartbroken. He taught me to live simple. He was always there, unchanging, my rock. Working around the house, God took him to soon, I was not prepared for him to go, I will never forget that day, He had just found out 1 month before he passed that he was going to be a grandpa, She arrived 3 days after his birthday, People keep telling me to move on and get over it, but I can't, I feel like the walls are coming down on me, its so quiet in the house, no one to talk to, no one visits anymore, I feel very alone, it is hard, I miss him so much. My heart is broken into a million tiny pieces. Live on; all is well. The last few weeks he was in such pain, which he hid from me. Taking one day at a time, often with tears streaming down my face even when I am remembering good memories. I miss her. I lost my love on Feb. 24, 2017, 2 weeks after his birthday. God is my strength. I sang to him and read from the Bible and administered his pain drops. I go on, but I'm screaming inside. After numerous tests and extras, we were told the pain in his should was the least of his problems - that he was in stage four lung cancer and had less than 2 months to live. I feel like I cannot go on, A part of me has died. Hava. Even now I love him still. They tell me to be strong for the children, which I do. I am still in great grief. We were finally, after 37 years, free and clear and ready and planning to take on the world of grandparents and travel and just enjoy life after both working 40 years each. We were together 21 years. I lost my husband almost a year ago to the date, June 23, 2019. He died at home after being at the hospital for 8 1/2 hours for chemo and radiation. Now I feel so lonely and lost. I suffer from anxiety and depression because l miss him so much. I just can't comprehend what happened. I have no words to express the emptiness I feel. Just went to his doctor. My head was on the pillow next to his at home when he took his last, quiet breath. He was 18. I lost my husband Gilbert sixteen months ago. I go to work, make sure I am there for our children & try to survive against all odds! He was my whole world. To lose someone I loved brings pain beyond belief. I really know what you're going through. He lingered 11 days on life support. That is what keeps me going even though the tears still flow and the hurt is still so fresh. I'm so heartbroken and devastated. He was my one and only. We were only 17 & 18 respectively when we married. I wish there was an answer for me.

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