What's changed?Dean: Oh, I don't know. Dean, she said that wound was killing her. Well. Worried. As Billie turns, Dean makes a break for the table and grabs Death's scythe. We met a few months ago. CHUCK Think of it, starting fresh. http://www.supernaturalwiki.com/index.php?title=15.18_Despair_(transcript)&oldid=198002. BOBBY is among them. Sam is out the door before the Impala is even parked. A large portion of the criticism has come from the fact Supernatural went from said queer-baiting to the egregious bury-your-gay trope in a single bound. To make a good confession, the faithful must confess all mortal sins, according to kind and number. Don't let me hurt you. Related: Supernatural: Is Castiel Really Dead? Stevie plates the eggs and turns to look at CHARLIE who is seated at the table behind her, cleaning a handgun. Heh, you're not looking so hot. He grabs a chair and helps Jack into it. They both know what this means. Cut to Sam and Castiel who realize now that there's a chance that Jack is still alive. She lifts Jack's chin. Was it this comlicated when Jesus said Gi, and sin no more" to the wonan caught in adultery? Sam looks at Donna and Jack. JACK You promised it peace and quiet, but you never meant it. There's no one else in sight. Sam Winchester had been prepared to see a lot of things soon: signs of the oncoming apocalypse; the deaths of his family; Lucifer himself on the other end of a gun. Cut to The Bunker. BILLIE Castiel agrees to go with him. And, now that Chuck was gone and Billie was dead, it was the perfect time to develop said happy ending. They're not on Death's list. To put down. Billie grabs the staff of the scythe in her left hand and pulls it aside, backhanding Dean with her right fist. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Castiel and Dean hurry on as they hear the metal grinding. There's one thing she's afraid of. DEAN He had prior convictions for child molestation in 1990 and 2001. SAM Superna. The foundation has been there since Castiel first appeared in "Lazarus Rising." Giving him a confession and then sending him to Hell deeply disrespects the characters, their relationship and their fans. Behind them, other refugee hunters are going into the silo. What he DIDN'T expect was for it to be, or become, anything other than a fantasy, for a day. As he speaks the words, a portal opens, and the black goo of the Empty comes into the room, at the moment Death also finally breaks through the warding. I'm coming apart. Everybody.. DEAN, SAM, CASTIEL, and BILLIE are still gathered around the empty chair where Jack once sat. You should be okay, too. "When Bob Berens, who was a producer on the show and the writer of the episode in which my character dies, proposed this ending where my character confesses his love for Dean, who's one of the two main characters, I was like, 'Oh, we can do that? He noted that they have no one of power to help them. Jack slides into the driver's seat. Castiel's latest declaration has only fueled such debate. Billie said when she takes over CASTIEL Sam looks up, distressed. Should boost the strength of all the warding. That's good, okay, but it won't last forever. Dean's look hardens again. The Cosmic Entity, appearing now as Meg like it had to Sam and Castiel, addresses Jack from a chair. He loves him. Cas, wait, Dean says quietly. CASTIEL Castiel puts a consoling hand on Jack's shoulder, then sighs. CHARLIE That being said, this time had an air of finality, given the more poignant nature of his farewell. Jack was a bomb designed to annihilate cosmic forces. Vast. Castiel points out that one thing can hurt her -- the Cosmic Entity from the Empty. DONNA Here are our picks for the top ten heartfelt Castiel quotes. Dean drops the scythe as he falls back. Dean: Chuck saw it coming, all of it, your whole plan!Sam: It was doomed Billie: No, I said taking out Chuck and Amara would be fatal.Castiel: It's a chain reaction. She dodges but not quickly enough; the blade hits her in the left shoulder. Yeah. Theyve come so far, too far, for it to all end like this. He drops to the floor, clutching his chest, crying out in pain. Billie wants us dead. At the mention of Castiel's love confession in"Despair," Collins revealed that he was just as surprised as fans that this was even a possibility for his "Supernatural" character. Donna exits to work elsewhere in the silo. Castiel: Something like that.Billie: Well, he better work on his aim.Dean: Thing is, that time, I wasn't trying to kill you.Billie: Hmm. Thursday night's episode of Supernatural saw the long-beloved ship of demon hunter Dean Winchester (Jensen Ackles) and the angel Castiel (Misha Collins) a mere 12 years after . Your whole plan. They take refuge in a storage room. Oh, I don't know. It was everything. Billie picks up the book and opens it, flips to the end. They all go to Jack, while Sam picks up God's book, which is sealed shut. She disarms him and takes back her scythe. Dean is interrupted by a sudden shock of pain as BILLIE arrives on the balcony behind him. Castiel and Jack sit in tense silence in the back seat. aka, Dean and Cas are pulled out of their world seconds before the Empty takes Cas, seconds after his confession. But seeing you here has reminded me of something. Charlie looks up, concerned. It grabs Jack's face in its hands. SAM: Wait out by your car. Actor, Misha Collins, has since been. Leave me. I live in southern Louisiana with my beautiful wife and four wild-eyed children. BILLIE He notices Dean and joins him. He loves him. The power from Adam's Rib, which was meant to be used to kill Chuck, is killing him. Wait, what about Jack? More: Supernatural: Dean's Motivation To Kill God Is Better Than Saving The World. With Castiel experiencing a moment of true happiness, the otherworldly entity, as promised, came forth to absorb his soul taking out Billie in the process. You're -- You're "Daddy's Blunt Instrument." And you think that hate and anger that's -- that's what drives you. She set us up. DEAN At the home of Charlie she is cleaning her weapons on the kitchen table while Stevie makes eggs. That's always been your endgame. Despair is the 18th episode of Season 15. They get it, Sam. Jack looks around and sees no one but him and Sam left in the room. looks from ANYONE, he's gonna start throwing punches. The warding glows as it completes. JACK and SAM exit the silo. SAM supports JACK as they rush from the hallway to the map room. Even if there was a placard inside the confessional with the prayers may bring more people in. The Impala skids into a parking spot behind Eileen's car. EILEEN: Please, Sam tell me what's going on? CASTIEL The mostly-full bottle is on the table next to him. The Death. I've got work to do. Cas was back, now they could have everything. (We also accept donations year-round, so you are able to donate whenever is convenient for you.). Fans continued to propose various conspiracy theories that either the line was in an earlier version of the script, that it was in the filmed version of the script but edited out (based on the fact that Jensen had said he recorded the whole scene on his phone and a lot was cut out), or even that it was added later in ADR and then edited out (as Jensen had said he'd done ADR for this scene). (she stands now, growing angry) I said I wasn't gonna do this again. The plan. Dean smiles sadly, hugs Sam who is now in tears. I saw nothing. How're you feeling? She makes Jack disappear from his chair, where Jack finds himself in the Empty, in front of the Cosmic Entity, who is seated in front of him in the form of Meg. The refugees, BOBBY, CHARLIE, DONNA, and JACK look on, tense. With all that changed in Heaven, he had been keeping busy but Dean seemed to always be on his mind. (looking around also) Well Angelic warding, Aramaic, Enochian, and I have this. She moves towards him and he brings both hands to his neck, gasping in pain as her grip tightens. She stands and gestures again, and both Castiel and Dean go flying back. I gave what he asked of me. Chuck points to Jack, who is panting on the ground, his yellow eyes glowing and cracking his skin with explosive power. Sam's phone rings. He looks at his hand in concern. The concept has been a divisive one among the show's fandom, with just as many disputing the validity of Destiel as backing it. Happiness isn't in the having, it's in just being. Sam, Dean, and Castiel take Jack to the bunker control room, and Jack says that they have to get him outside so he can blow up as far away from them as possible. ), And I cant eat, cant sleep, cant sit still or fix things and I wake up and I wake up and youre still dead. CHARLIE She reads it and smiles at what she reads for the ending, which has changed. Castiel points out that one thing can hurt her -- the Cosmic Entity from the Empty. They ward the silo by painting sigils all over the inside. Just try to focus. I have to die. They find themselves in Bobby's house, the night before Ellen and Jo died. They get to their feet quickly as Billie watches, menacing. Nothing is off-limits to his passion - be it Marvel, DC, Rian Johnson's Star Wars, or Tommy Wiseau's latest cinematic offering. Maybe not. Purgatory on Prime. Bobby nods solemnly. It's something I know I can't have. You were always gonna betray us. Billie knows he's wrong. If he's alive, he won't last long. I know, I know that! Billie chokes Castiel with her hand now, baring her teeth as he shoves him against a wall, then up it, off his feet. Please consider turning it on! SAM To tame. Sam, Dean, and Castiel are helping Jack into a room in the Bunker. That would involve a much more in-depth script. Sam enters the map room where Dean, Castiel, and Billie are waiting. Castiel heads that way while Dean moves forward down the row. Dean finds the door they'd come through, and he and Castiel rush through it, back for the bunker. Because sure Cas, happiness is in the being, but now our happiness is going to be in the having maybe. "Supernatural" fans began shipping Castiel(Misha Collins) and Dean Winchester (Jensen Ackles) almost immediately after Collins' season 4 introduction to the series. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. The warding crackles, but holds. I can't right now. 'Cause I do. I can't believe this happened. DEAN Castiel remembers it, from his few months as a human, but now hes not human anymore, hes an angel, and his vessel has no business coughing. He looks at his hands while The Empty begins writhing beneath them, black goo reforming itself into the guise of Meg once again. BILLIE Dean lay on the very uncomfortable bed and stared at the wall. About everything that. And then the Empty is gone, taking Billie with it. Jack, deep breaths. The EMP is negative. They know how much they stand to lose. I don't care about your family. I cared about you. Charlie vanishes before Sam can answer. Bobby sent me to back her up on a djinn case. No chills, no sulfur smell. THAT homosexual declaration of love scene overlaid with the script that leaked. Dean arrives, jabbing the blunt end of the scythe into the wound in Billie's shoulder. You're scaring me. '", While the moment deeply impacted the show's largely LGBTQ+ fan base, Collins himself was equally touched by the character growth and self acceptance Castiel gained at the end of "Supernatural." BILLIE Billie peels back her trench coat. COSMIC ENTITY Just when you thought 2020 couldn't get any wilder, Supernatural delivered a plot twist that is blowing up the internet. With the plan in full motion, Sam, Dean, Castiel and Jack fight for the good of the common goal. Dean is upset and says he led them into a trap, because he couldn't kill Chuck. You must know what to do. Nothing. The love thing. Jack is panting, in shock, doesn't answer but appears uninjured. Will Dean be able to make it through this world alive while trying to find his family?Read to find out. Dean apologizes for pulling a gun on him, explaining that his desire to kill Chuck had made him unable to see what he was doing. No, I said taking out Chuck and Amara would be fatal. Cut to inside the silo where the refugees are gathered, more still arriving. She smiles. Billie pursues Dean and Castiel into the Bunker. Castiel No. A late reply but, I always write my confession on paper. Charlie continues cleaning, doesn't look up until she's addressed. That is, until it became abundantly clear that, no, actually, he wasn't making it up, as Cas says one simple, devastating statement. Castiel's Love Confession Castiel: I know. Castiel looks away, nodding. BILLIE Eileen vanished, too. The joke finally pays off, and Sam laughs. We shouldn't have left Sam and Jack. He grabs Dean by the shoulders to guide him away. Its timid, tender, and so fucking perfect. Sam nods sadly. As it turns out, most people's happiest life moment doesn't include telling their bestie they platonically love them something that Castiel had done earlier in the series. Billie tells them that the Empty is the one place that could absorb the impact, and hints that Jack may have survived. It blackens and withers under his hand before he can even touch it. (huffs) Yeah, well, if Dean and Cas can pull this off, we shouldn't be here too long. As per the family business, they traversed America, saving people and hunting things. Could be that you started killing all my friends. Cut to The Empty. Mm-hm. You're my family. I denied it. Just Just get outside. There is warding painted in black all over the walls. The final version of Castiels confession to Dean in Season 15 Episode 18 of Supernatural Despair, compared with the production draft of the script written by Robert Berens. Charlie is very charming, but Stevie isn't budging about this. He drops the phone, leaving it to ring on the stone ground as he buries his face in his hands and begins to cry. DEAN Supernatural 15x18Castiel confess his feelings for Dean Winchester. Image: CW. Sam is on his phone. Dean and Sam both take in this information, that the bomb in Jack went off, and look down solemnly. They've failed. (tearfully) Everybody's gonna die, Cas. You're destructive, and you're angry, and you're broken. Some smile, relieved. I just What do we do, Ca. But it's not over yet. (to Jack) Sacrificing your life for a cause takes a lot of courage. Castiel shoves Dean aside. Excuse me? BILLIE SAM (to Jack) Sacrificing your life for a cause takes a lot of courage. Out walks CHARLIE, a backpack over her shoulder. Donna nods back and exits to the silo. There's no more time. Jack exits to the silo, leaving Donna and Sam to talk. Misha's poetry book became a New York Times bestseller. Dean goes after her with her scythe and cuts her. I had a stroke 6 years ago and have difficulty getting the words from my brain and out of my mouth correctly, but have no difficulty reading words that are written. Everything this man touches turns to gold. Those who have not gone to confession in years, may be intimidated with getting it wrong (not that the priest would shame anyone). Castiel agrees, this situation is hopeless, but he can't bring himself to say it. CASTIEL I'm the one you want. Behind him, the others look on, sympathetic but silent, waiting for Sam to decide their next move. BILLIE DEAN Without turning, she address him. tip: arthur merlin words>1000 sort:hits, Due to the incredible support of the community, we've raised US$252,343.98 with an average donation of $32.14, and added 6450 new members this drive. Despite hundreds of thousands of Destiel fan works dedicated to the ship, most fans gave up on the canonization of the pairing before it began. DEAN Cut to DEAN, who is still alone in the basement of the bunker, still sitting against the wall where CASTIEL had pushed him. He added, "The representation and openness that my character expressed at the end was symbolically meaningful to me. CASTIEL In a December 2020 interview, Dean's Latin American voice actor, Guillermo Rojas, confirmed that the reciprocation was not scripted or spoken in the original English version, but it was scripted as "me too (platonic) in the Spanish script, and changed to be romantic by the dub director. Jack collapses, and Sam and Castiel rush to his side. Sam nods. Told them getting here was the order from the boss, and they came runnin'. When I experienced a moment of true happiness, The Empty would be summoned, and it would take me forever. But he can't help being defensive, so he's going to have to come out with (hah, well about that) He'll just have to do what he definitely knows how to do. I wanted to make things right. COSMIC ENTITY Deal. Castiel cuts his hand and uses the blood to draw a warding sigil on the door, which will briefly block Death's power, however, Bille keeps banging on the door, and each time she does, weakens the ward. She gestures forcefully at Dean. The boys turn as he walks out of the rubble. What are you talking about, Dean? Cas asks softly. Now, we couldn't make Chuck pay, but Billie? You know what's happening to him. CASTIEL STEVIE is cooking scrambled eggs over a kitchen stove burner. Dean stands to exit. BILLIE DONNA leans against the side of her truck, phone to her ear as she talks to SAM. Its just the way this fucked up world goes. SAM approaches in the doorway, wiping his face with exhaustion. Jack notices a weed growing in the dirt just inside the silo's wall. For 15 seasons, Supernatural has told the story of Dean Winchester (Jensen Ackles) and his brother Sam (Jared Padalecki). Take me down with my own weapon? CHARLIE It has many names - the Sacrament of Reconciliation, the Sacrament ofPenance, or the Sacrament of Confession - but it's all the same sacrament. Cut back to Sam. Right. Fans shouldn't discount Dean's unaddressed yet seemingly ever-present battle with his sexuality, either. Not without being summoned. Dean wakes up hungover. Or: The Hanahaki disease is a punishment made by God for angels who fall too far for humanity. You know, I'm no expert on this hoodoo stuff, but Best we patch that up, yeah? Charlie It's difficult to ignore the ship's validity when Castiel and Dean frequently send each other longing stares that linger far too long to be platonic and exchange deep emotional confessions. Donna notices this. God's book. Billie walks the library, a hand over her heart from the pain of the wound in her shoulder. Come on, we've got to do something! Cut to The Bunker, where Jack lands on the floor, startled. Because I was angry and because I just needed something to kill, and because that's all I know how to do. The final version of. It should be normal. Knowing you, it it's been the best part of my life. Stevie is gone. Cut to The Empty. EILEEN: Hey Sam <3 What's up? SAM The wound on her shoulder looks necrotic and sticky, the ugly green wound stretching across her shoulder and onto her chest beneath her shirt. Whether or not some of the cast supports it or fans believe its validity is irrelevant. We're basically at zero. Also, he's injured and he's got a gun. She looks around, and Castiel enters from another row, an angel blade in his hand. We need to get this kid in the room right now. That's who you are. It's his birthday, his second birthday since Cas died. Castiel rushes at Billie, but he's stopped short as she stretches out her hand, and he's caught by an invisible grip on his neck. It's different. Sam's phone shows "" that Eileen is texting. This is the sort of episode where some big moments from the past could be revealed and Castiel fans could have their heart smashed into pieces. The girl next to her, her sister Dana, screams. Catch-all phrase at end of recitation: After confessing all the sins you remember since your last good confession, you may conclude by saying, "I am sorry for these and all the sins of my past life." Listen to the Priest. The Complete Catholic Confession Guide: Confession Script, Act of Contrition, and Examination of Conscience, Christian, Pro-Life Coffee Alternatives to Starbucks, Powerful Novena to St. Joseph for Work, Family, Job, Employment, to Sell House, 7 Reasons to Keep a Prayer Journal Infographic: How to Keep a Catholic Prayer Journal. He leans over Jack's open window. "Incoming Call: Sam" He stares at it, then looks around, tears in his eyes. You know, I gotta dig through the archives and work on finding spells. It shouldn't be brave. Let's go reap a reaper. It's not. The explosion of communal joy and pent-up emotion on November 5th, 2020 (or 6th, for those of us watching in the middle of the night in Europe) was like nothing I'd ever experienced. Sam finds Eileen's phone on the sidewalk, next to her car keys and her purse. There are tears in Dean's eyes as he turns back to Castiel. Castiel tells Jack that they care for him, not because he is useful to them, but because of who he is. If people are getting gone, I'm guessing it's Chuck. You've been quiet. Cas is gone and Dean is trying to keep it together, he's moved to LA, found a honest to God job, sold Baby andhe's basically living a muted life as a survivalist and retired hunter, grieving his best friend. Yeah, but we don't even know for sure that she'll be there. Castiel. This is NOT a John-friendly fic, at all. Cut to an exterior shot of the silo in Hastings, Minnesota. He kneels down to get a better look. BOBBY Billie tells Dean that the wound he gave her earlier is fatal. JACK November 6, 2020. Going to confession is a unique sacrament, and to make it less intimidating, it would be beneficial in my opinion to allow people to have access to the Act of Contrition, what constitutes a sin, etc. Billie gestures quickly towards Dean, and he goes flying back across the room, dropping the scythe as he hits the far wall. Still Dean Winchester. Why? At the Bunker, Dean gets the door to Death's library from Castiel, with the intention of trying to destroy it in order to get Death's attention. (laughs) You're in the wrong place, Dean. Jack reaches out to pluck the weed. The three of them look around. Jack starts the engine, and they pull away from the gas-n-sip. A tense few seconds, and then the notification stops. At the bottom of the stairs now, Billie follows them slowly, her hand still upturned and squeezing. Cas and Dean had been circling like moths around a flame. DEAN The phone goes to voicemail. I feel strange. Didn't have time to truck in a port-a-john. Donna understands, clears her throat, moves the topic along. The warded door busts open. Dean's just making it up. No sight of Billie. Some hug. There's a wet noise from behind Dean and he turns to see black goo from The Empty squeezing through the bricks in the bunker's wall as a portal begins to open. DEAN NO! How can fansnotwonder what could have developed between the characters if they both had a little less baggage and Dean's father wasn't so obsessed with maintaining his toxic masculinity? A pattern? Cut to the gas-n-sip, a suburban street, a child's playground, swings still swaying: all empty. Episode 18 of the final season of Supernatural is titled "Despair," which is also an apt description for how fans reacted to the wild conclusion of said episode. He realizes that Eileen might be next. I was happy for myself, happy for my friends, happy for Castiel getting to speak his truth and be free. Sam nods, unable to talk about it yet. This isn't a negotiation. I put up the warding that you asked for. Come on, Dean. Or something. Billie drags the blade of her scythe against the tile wall. So, what, is she just some collateral damage to you? We don't care about you because you're useful or you fit into some grand design. Magic. Billie, smiling, follows leisurely forward. It's got an abandoned silo, so it should fit the bill. Anyone who might be on Billie's list. So. So yeah, no. (quiet, resigned) Why does this sound like a goodbye? Quote: But still beautiful. Cut back to The Empty. Sam finishes reading the spell and the warding glows red before fading. Everything this man touches turns to gold. We care about you because you're you. He dropped, his knees hitting the floor in sync with the ominous bang on the door. Doing the penance will diminish the temporal punishment due to sins already forgiven. "It's a promise from my heart in good faith" ~ sung by Jimi Jamison, Survivor. Dean climbs back to standing, grabbing the scythe up again. He sighs. We've got more folks headed this way. DESTIEL IT'S CANON!!!!! The other refugee hunters begin to panic and scream as they, too, vanish into dust. DEAN This video is meant to showcase the changes the script went through before the episode was shot, edited, and eventually aired. Dean swallows hard and nods.

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